This is almost an apology.

I always thought the phrase "shaking with rage" was a hyperbole. I didn't quite get it... But now, my hands are physically shaking. It's very difficult to type. There's this knot of furious tension in the pit of my stomach, and I want to scream.

Marcus, Kendra told me. Don't assume that Alexa did, and don't... augh. Fucking... fuck.

Wanna know how much I don't want to deal with this right now? I don't like seeing Alexa cry, it makes me feel helpless, and it makes me want to kill whoever made her this unhappy. I love my sister, and I want to do everything in my power to make her happy.

However, killing Marcus does not equal happy Alexa. Kirby cooling down and backing off might help. Maybe a long walk.